sazripe

i am only just thirteen. he is sixteen. i am in love/lust/crush. my best friends big brother, or friends ex boyfriend, is tall. once or twice i imagined kissing him. but he never would. he is friends with the boy who is sixteen. and besides he is my best friends big brother or my friend's ex boyfriend. and i am not a bad person. i am tall too, you know. i am stretched skyward but there was no more to stretch, just bone. so i am not really that tall at all. but i pretend i am. how tall are you? oh above average, you know, pretty tall. the brother says want to come and see j? and my heart leaps and i sing yes but he only hears a nod and ther